Mahatria, Voice Of Ra

Infinithoughts May 2012

Sham was sitting alone, feeling very lonely. His mind was scanning his life, the path which he had walked. Tears trickled down uncontrollably as he knew he lost a heaven on earth and lived a life without any life in it.. His mind went 40 years back when he and Saradha got married. Their heart was brimming with joy when they took the oath to live as a role model husbandand wife. 

It was so fun living with Saradha. Somehow her smile would fill him with the required energy. They loved each other so much and would do anything for the other. Sham's close friend had come from US and so he went to the bar not knowing how to say no to him. He called Saradha and told her he had some urgent work at office and so he is staying back. 

Three days later when they had a get together, Saradha came to know of the whole thing through the friend and she got so upset. She couldn't bear the thought of Sham lying to her. She cried for three days and told him repeatedly that she can't handle Sham lying to her. Sham promised her he would never repeatthis again. She trusted Sham and continued to live without much of harping, When Saradha's mother called her for shopping at the famous mall she wanted to inform Sham but somehow it slipped her mind. 

Suddenly she spotted Sham in the mall. With a spurt of happiness she called him in his mobile. Sham took the mobile and immediately said, 'hey I'm in a meeting. I will call you later' and he cut the call. Saradha could see he was sitting with a lady in a coffee shop and was chatting. She did ask him about this when he came back home. He said, "I thought you would be angry because ofyour possessiveness and I didn't want to spoil your mood." He also immediately started asking her why she came to the mall without informing him and the argil ment continued, 

After fighting on the same topic for about a week again he promised that he would never ever lie to her. She trusted him once again and continued to live again. Sham hiding something, thinking it's good for her, and Saradha taking a promise had become the way of life. Saradha was finding it very difficult to trust him for anything. Sham would say "I went to meet a client," 

she would want to check if he really went to meet the client She started asking him too many questions and Sham would shout back with hurt. Slowly, when Sham said, "You mean a lot to me," she was having her own doubt if he was up to something else. The hurt caused by getting cheated repeatedly was too much for her to handle. The more and more she took this with Sham, he started to become adamant in away to defend himself. The more she saw the adamancy the more weak she became. Unable to handle the pressure any longer, she committed suicide and Sham was thrown into darkness. Though he married again and lived, he knew there is a vacuum in his heart that can never be filled. 

You have good people around you who live for your sake. Don't ever shake the roots of the trust which they have on you. If you are everything to a person, you have to think for the other person as well because they will either live or die holding you. Wake up before it's too late. If they love you, they'll accept you as you are. May be it'll pain when you are honest, but it'll strengthen the trust. With this trust in place you can build anything. If a relationship leaves you because of your honesty, then they were never yours. Never ever do anything to shake the trust of the relationship that matters to you. Never lose a relationship because it's very difficult to build one. • 

-- May 2012 - infinithoughts

When the Source and the object meets with INTENSITY

thats when Tranformation happen.

 

From that "Ever Since" moment we are not the same as before.

Create enough number of

Ever Since momment in life.

Krishna the source and Arjuna the object met with intensity in that Gurushetra battele field. Arjuna was not the same as before and this created a "Ever Since" moment for Arjuna. Transformation happened in that moment.

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Feeling thy presence.
Feeling thy grace.
Feeling thy radiance.
You are my source of faith & strength.
You are my path and destination.
And I am always connected to you.
Nothing of me & everything of you.
Lead me higher...
Lead me deeper...
Lead me beyond...
Lead me to you...
 

- Voice of Ra...

INF...IN...IT...HE...IS...M

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